ever since we graduated, i've had the underlying fear of other states. nothing will ever be like high school again. we all move to different cities, different states and even different countries. we won't have the comforting feeling of high school safety. we can't recoil to a life filled with immaturity and pointless drama. i know we're going to miss those days. maybe not now, but in the future. we'll hope for those silly fights we had with our girl friends because they won't even compare to the worries of mortgage bills, electricity bills, putting our children through school...
i'm so afraid of letting go of my eighteen year old self and moving on to a new world. this new world is filled with unknown. i have no idea what's going to happen two months from now. that scares the shit out of me.
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