April 13, 2010

late night phone calls

i've found myself longing for summer. i want school to be over, my boyfriend to be home and the fun to begin. this is the first time in my life that my family and i won't be vacationing this summer. when i say this out loud, i find myself sounding conceited and completely spoiled. my mom's family lives in greece and she hasn't lived there since she was twenty-two years old. she took it upon herself to return home every summer for two months and take her three daughters along. we've spent many hot, summer days tanning at the shores of the mediterranean beaches, relaxing and forgetting about the stressful winter we spent at school. the thought of not going to greece scares me because i don't know anything different. i've spent the last few years complaining about how i don't get to stay home and enjoy my friends and now that i'm actually staying home, i have no idea what to do. am i supposed to go to the beach? the fair? san francisco? parks? i don't truly know what a california summer is like.

i guess the whole point of growing up is realizing what it is i like to do with the people i like. looking forward to bf coming home in june so we can cuddle and be lovey again.

photos that appealed to me today:








summer clothes:








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