can't believe how strange it is to be anything at all

yesterday i went to my best friend's house and saw her room for the first time. it's amazing that it was the first time i've been in her room since she's been in mine so many times. i have to say, i know exactly why she's my best friend now. not only do we both love neatness, but our bedrooms do not even remotely express our organization. i think it's funny that we both like to be neat and organized yet our rooms look like it threw up on itself. she has the coolest things. you can visit her blog here. she has a typwriter, five polaroid cameras, an intense music box that plays one of her favorite songs, the most amazing clothes i've seen, shoes that could kill and her own artwork plastered all over her room. if her and i could live together, we would have the coolest house.

i'm currently looking for a job. i work right now but i want to move onto something else. i was thinking a retail store but my friends who have worked at these stores say to stay far away. hours are bad, people are unprofessional and i won't be able to make any money for the things i need/want. growing up is scary. bills, bills, bills.

things i'm loving and wanting at the moment:


















and most of all, to start my business adventure with my best friend. at the moment, we're both financially tied up but once we can, we're going to start making these cute little things to sell online or at school. we'll figure something out. it'll be a good hobby.

i have to stay positive in all this mess that is my life.